Khloé Kardashian reportedly thinks she “failed as a wife” in her marriage to Lamar Odom.
The couple were married for four years before Khloé filed for divorce in December.
The split came after months of reports on Lamar’s alleged infidelity and drug taking, but it seems that Khloé now blames herself for not doing more for her troubled husband.
According to a source close to the reality star, she can no longer bare to be in the home she shared with Lamar.
“She hates that place so f**king much because in her mind, she failed. Can you believe she thinks she failed as a wife? She was crazy in love with Lamar and thinks she failed him because she couldn’t make him get off drugs,” the insider told HollywoodLife.com.
Khloé did all she could to help the former L.A Lakers player, even attending couple’s therapy together.
The 29-year-old also took a ‘tough love’ approach with Lamar, which is now said to be something that is playing on her mind.
“She thinks she was too hard on him and pushed him away when all she was trying to do was bring him closer when he was at his worst. She’ll never admit that, but it’s so true,” added the source.
“It’s Khloé. It’s her fabric and it’s who she is. She really didn’t want to leave Lamar but she had to. She had to for her soul.”
It was also reported recently that Khloé is struggling with her sisters being loved up while she is now single.
“Khloé was married first, yet now she has to watch her sisters enjoy what she has lost,” a source told British magazine Star.
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